"Noise"
Until I moved to Poughkeepsie, NY to start college at Marist, I had not known the noises that would from then on fill my ears with a constant buzz. These noises would be too raucous, too earsplitting, too early in the morning, too late at night.
I did not know that these noises would be a constant signal of ambulances wailing down that traffic light laden stretch of Route 9. That they would be the common, throaty snarl of a loaded Subaru WRX, its driver yearning for a deserving challenger to race.
I did not know the sound of fragile, thin heels clomping up and down the stairs, followed by harsh laughter, the slam of doors. The sound of a late night microwave whirring and beeping. I’d hear the soft rustle of my sheets as I stirred, trying to fall back asleep in the sudden silence. Just as soon as the noises started, they stopped.
I did not know the quiet sound of the rain upon the roof, the harsh wind that howled and ripped at my clothes when I would step outside first thing in the morning, the Hudson is disarray with its waters choppy as an ocean. I had never known wind as violent as Poughkeepsie wind.
I did not know this white noise.
Once when I was home, my aunt asked me how I liked being in my dorm room. “I fall asleep to the sounds of the train,” I replied. “Poughkeepsie’s lullaby,” she said.
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